i reali thank God for favoring me =)
as i tik back, there are many many things that God has blessed me.
but many times, i didnt notice it.
jus like for example...
my cg, it was so terrible earlier on, but God change the situation.
i took some time to realise that...
that time i was like...
"eh? ya hor, our cg became so loving le hor??"
also, when i was healed many many times by God, i didnt realise until when someone reminded me or even God himself reminded me.
last week, i forgot abt the guitar, i was so panic...
keep calling & calling to ask if anyone have a guitar with them.
den finally when david found one, i was so relieve.
when i am supposed to share a blessing that God has given, i actually forgot abt this blessing!


oh my....
i have to learn to count God's blessings mann.
we have to grateful.
counting God's blessing is one way to refresh our soul.


hmmmms.
these days, God kinda turn my life around.
i have breakthrru in me! =)
was actually rejecting ppl to come into my life..
to be my frenz, as in, close frenz that can share life.
dun ask me y i am lidat, i also duno y!!
i jus find it hard to trust & also, to share deep...
so whenever i am at my lowest peak of life..
i felt very lonely, cos i have no one to turn to.
i always comfort myself by saying i have God.
haha
thats true lar! but i blive God places ppl ard me, he has his purpose!!


eelee was telling me to invest in a friendship.
den i gave a serious thought abt it & ya, i tried.
so, as i am trying, i can see that ppl ard me make efforts in building our friendship too!
thou i still have a prob sharing deep, but u noe wat?
when i am angry, hurt or something, i realise that i actually have a circle of ppl that are very ready to be my listening ear.
omg, y did i tik that i dun have frenz in e past?
i have frenz!
i have my close frenz =)
God reali help me alot.
and i can say, God provides.
now, i dun tik i will feel lonely when i am at my lowest peak of life, cos i noe not only i have God, i have ppl that are willing to go thru the darkest time of my life =)
for my part, i need to go extra miles to build a friendship.
And also, I realized that there are still many things that I haben let them noe, God pls give me courage to say! =)
not only sharing deep, but always seeking an opportunity to encourage each other.
hmmmms.
currently i have 4 frenz that i reali reali treasured.
they are jens, cindy, joyce and eelee =)


last fri...
went to jens hse to stay over.
i am reali reali very blessed.
and touch too.
finally!
i noe our friendship has deepen since den =)
i reali look forward to another stay over.
i haven feel this way for a long time already.
thankiew God !!!!